The letter J.
"Don’t fear death, uh. Don’t bother trying to accept it either. You will never be comfortable with it lurking around. Uh, here’s what you do. You fucking live. People, uh, buy pistols and fill their cups with all sorts of pills thinking that’ll end their misery. But it fucking doesn’t. Fuck death; don’t surrender to it. Uh, you don’t want to risk that. Life is a fucking joyride. We stole it from that fella up there, uh. He wants to take it back. They call him God or something, uh. Don’t let him win. Look, uh, you, uh, make a deal with the devil. Live till you no longer want to, you know? Go crazy. Lose yourself like that rap song says. I’m telling you kiddo, don’t fucking give up."
The letter H.