"

All people start to
come apart finally
and there it is:
just empty ashtrays in a room
or wisps of hair on a comb
in the dissolving moonlight.


it is all ash and dry leaves
and grief gone
like an ocean liner.


when the shoes fill with blood
you know
that the shoes are dead.


true revolution
comes from true revulsion;
when things get bad enough
the kitten will kill the lion.


the statues in the church of my childhood
and the candles that burn at their feet
if I could only take these
and open their eyes
and feel their legs
and hear their clay mouths
say the true
clay
words.

"

Charles Bukowski, The People. 

No idea who originally posted this - would love to credit them for it if anyone knows who they are. 

Tumblr, what is pain?

(Source: arabzy)

Thread of thought: What is pain?

What is pain?

Pain is you. Pain is your body’s warmth going cold on mine. It is when you and I could be all we ever dreamed to be; instead, we built a wall of fear and past failures between us, high enough to reap through our hearts. Pain is your scent scattered across a city gone colorless after your departure. It is your eyes captured in pictures of us when we were happy. I could never see it as clearly as I do now. You are pain.

Click on the link for more instances of painful moments. 

This is an experimental post. I will be updating this every now and then. This is me trying to discover what pain is, in my own terms.

(Source: arabzy)

"

We see in the photograph the past as passing away, we see time’s movement. The photograph ceases to be an image that freezes time. True, it is a still image like paintings, but in contrast to them it does not show us a frozen and a-temporal image.

The photograph shows us temporality: the fleeting, ever changing, forever escaping moment, it is not “outside” time, but rather it carries time in it, or cuts time’s linearity. The photograph shows us the ephemeral nature of things, a nature that we tend to forget, or suppress (in handling things as though they will be there, always accessible).

If we describe what we see in the photograph solely through the language of state of affairs “it was Tuesday afternoon, she wore red” we lose sight of the particularity, we affix what we see and restrict it to the domain of the past. And the photograph, although showing us the past, really reveals the present as retention of the past, and the present as already past.

"

"Probably all of us, writers and readers alike, set out into exile, or at least into a certain kind of exile, when we leave childhood behind. Which would lead to the conclusion that the exiled person or the category of exile doesn’t exist, especially in regards to literature. The immigrant, the nomad, the traveler, the sleepwalker all exist, but not the exile, since every writer becomes an exile simply by venturing into literature, and every reader becomes an exile simply by opening a book."

“Exiles,” Roberto Bolaño

(Source: kelsfjord)

Into Your Arms - The Maine

"I would like to be the air that inhabits you for a moment only. I would like to be that unnoticed & that necessary."

Margaret Atwood

(Source: arabzy)

| The sanest of love is one that does not comply to laws of sanity.

مسمع كلمه حبيبي أو حبيبتي بالعربي تغني عن كل مفردات اللغه الإنجليزيه. اللغه العربيه هي لغه الحب، لا غير.